I cant write anywhere else because I keep being watched but this has been a hard month. The of two year left with no notice. and started dating a girl that could be my twin, but he still loves me and misses me and wants to be friends. But I had one bright thing happen. I made a friend. A friend that’s a boy. Hes been helping with the breakup situation and its been slowly shifting into something more I think. My one problem is that after 2 and a half years ive forgot how to flirt and talk to guys and so I feel like im messing everything up. I can only hope for the best though. So heres to the best. And the way the past months been, things can only go up from here.